Enjoy When You Can And Endure When You Must

For There Is Nothing I Can Do

2012-01-15T04:57:00.000+08:00

Hi hello,

There comes a time when redundant thoughts start running through yourmind. You certainly do not want those thoughts to be on your mind but they justkeep coming back to you. It sucks to not be able to control what comes in andout your head. You may control your expression but you can never control yourfeelings. What people see might not be what you feel. Everyone probably thinksyou are happy because you look happy but truth is, you are not happy. The worstpart is that to not be able to show to others about how you really feel becausethe last thing you want is for people to know how weak you are, how vulnerable you are, howfragile you are and how you are actually overwhelmed with grief. After a while, you become tiredand all you want is to be able to erase those memoriesand regrets from the past, as they do no good for you.

Don't trust too much, don't love too much, don't hope too much. That simple too much can hurt you so much.

I Give Way More Than I Get

2012-01-08T01:10:00.000+08:00

"Take a step back. Fucking look at yourself. You are human. You are beautiful. You are so beautiful. And you can be anything. You can be everything. Do not hate someone because broke your heart, or because your parents split up, your best friend betrayed you, your father hit you, the kid down the street called you fat, ugly, stupid, worthless. Do not concern yourself with things you cannot control. Cry when you need to, then let go when it's time. Don't hang onto painful memories just because you're afraid to forget. Let go of things that are in the past. Forget things that aren't worth remembering. Stop taking things for granted. Stop talking life for granted. Live for something. Live for yourself. Fall in love. Fall out of love. Do this over and over until you know what it really is to love someone. Question things. Tell people how you really feel. Sleep under the stars. Create. Imagine. Inspire. Share something wonderful.
Make something beautiful and then destroy it. Meet new people.

Make someone's day. Follow your dreams. Live your life to its full potential.

Just live, dammit.

Let go of all the horrible things in your life and just fucking live.

And one day, when you're old, look back with no regrets."

THIS. Is so relevant.

Let The Voyage Begins

2012-01-03T02:54:00.001+08:00

"Friendship Never Ends"

Hi hello,

What a sensation. It is already the January othe 3rd of 2012. School starts tomorrow. I am somewhat excited for school because I am going to be the senior this year. Everything happened so fast. It feels like it was just yesterday when I was in the lower secondary form. I was afraid of the prefects, I was afraid of the school’s rules, I was afraid of the people around me, I was afraid of the teachers, I was afraid of almost…everything about the school. Anyhow, no more playing around this year. Fantasy sets out, reality sets in. 2011 is over. What a year I have gone through. I do not hate last year but at the same time I do not like last year. Some people are still by my side; some people are pretending to be by my side and some people...left. Oh well, it is their loss not mine. I am turning 17 this year; I still have a long way to go. I have no idea what the future holds for me but all I know is that I have to prepare for what awaits me. I have deleted my previous posts for my own good. I do not want to reminisce the past that should not be reminisced.

Let bygones be bygones.